ONLYDEE, HARD OUT HERE FOR A PHOTOGRAPHER

So i’ve been living in the city of the not so brotherly love Philadelphia for about two years now, it was one experience. Not as a big experience as i had in Canada but yeah, i guess you’ll get the point – if not i’m sorry. When i started living here back in 2010 i thought i was going to love it forever, like every little bit of it because of my time here at the start.. the first year you can say was a blast! I met so many cool people daily, i got to know so many people over here for the little amount of time i was here. Going to parties after parties, concerts after concerts, events after events, outings after outings and etc. Then it started all going downhill with the people i hung out daily after the summer of 2011 ended. You know people grow up and shit, get jobs and make money, go to school and are away for months. The groups of friends i use to be around with was falling apart because of all that which i understand, i can’t get mad at that.. but everything “friend-wise” just sucked you know. I know who to call a friend over here, but for most people who use to be a friend to me i don’t know what to call them now. I know that may be mean to say but that’s how i feel you know. People just take things way too seriously (i like to have fun) and call me weird, so i’m like whatever with them or like they ignore my text messages or don’t hit me up anymore. People who bullshit with me over here, saying they’ll help me and shit or their going to do something for me.. shut up and stop lying to yourself and to me! Shout out to Yusef, 215 magazine, ANMLHSE & Babylon Cartel though – thanks for everything (for all the events i got to go to).. you guys helped me a lot! People think i am always way too busy because of my work or my new amazing girlfriend, but that’s one lame ass excuse you know. I’m always down to chill, so stop that. I miss my Montréal friends a lot! But as of 2012 my life just got better, thanks to my new amazing girlfriend as i said at the sentence before. She’s making my days in Philadelphia much better and i thank her a lot for that. I don’t keep in-touch with most people here in Philly anymore really (many reasons are above or i’m just shy), but don’t think i hate or dislike you. It just sucks how things are you know, i would hope for “us” to talk again in the future but i kind of gave up, so sorry! Its not my fault nor yours or maybe it is, but that’s just life you know. I’m not mean at all, i’m really nice and people know that.. but for the people who still text me once in awhile to see what’s up with me, i really appreciate that and i love y’all for that! I can’t wait to live in NYC in the future years with my girlfriend – whuddup Rae, Lucy, Josh and Anthony! So that’s all for now, I hope these thoughts or “rant” of mine made sense, i probably left some things out but i just wanted to get all of this out – have a goodnight y’all!